(Originally written in teen years ’95-01)

I thought something good was going to happen today, God

I thought something good

You sent me a sign of something great

I guess I just misunderstood

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you let me down?

Do you hate to see me smile?

Do you love to see me frown?

Despite the trials you put me through

I still want you around

Next time you send me a sign

Please let it be true

You expect me not to lie

I expect the same from you

What else can I say?

What else can I do?

I thought something good was going to happen today

I will no longer expect it to