(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) I thought something good was going to happen today, God I thought something good You sent me a sign of something great I guess I just misunderstood Why do you do this to me? Why do you let me down? Do you hate to see me smile? Do you… Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) Each day that disappoints me Each day that makes me cry Each day that leaves me lonely Each day that makes me sigh Each day that I am tortured Or left alone to die I look forward to tomorrow And just hold my head up high Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) I lay in bed staring up at the ceiling Boredom overcomes me I have an awful feeling Beams of sunlight dance in the window But somehow I’m not phased This loneliness I’m feeling Has lasted many days Having no one to share my joy Having no one to share… Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) A rose in a garden of thorns, Sets light upon who mourns And brightens up each day In a very special way A thorn upon a rose Often is ignored For no one likes the prick of pain That thorned roses have in store Yet roses are like love… Read more

((Originally written in teen years ’95-01) I can tell by the hurt in your eyes I am causing you so much pain You wish on starry skies For my heart you must obtain And although it hurts me so To see you in this way The love you feel for me I do not feel… Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) Their comments contradict each other They say one thing Then, they say another As I hop in pain from foot to foot They watch and laugh at my misfortunes Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) Striving for perfection. Praying for protection. Lost hopes and shattered dreams, unraveling at the seams. Drowning in my tears. Running from my fears. Pushing all the way. Yet surviving through each day. Read more

((Originally written in teen years ’95-01) Guardian Angel, where are you? In my dying day will you shine through? Please appear before my eyes. Reveal yourself from that disguise. In times that I was needy When I needed a little care You don’t know how much I wanted, Just to know that you were there.… Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) What else can I do to make you proud? Because I’m obviously disappointing you. I try my hardest to bring sunshine to your day. Yet I’m only bringing you gloom. I know you didn’t want me, But I’m here and you’ll just have to deal, And if this is… Read more

(Originally written in teen years ’95-01) Dancing in the daytime. Flickering with candle light. Although they’ll never shine or glow, They prance in the moonlight. Followers of others. Yet often they can grow. Shadows seem to know something, That others just don’t know. Hiding in the darkness. Rising with the sun. Shadows maintain mystery, A… Read more